I had another dream about you a few days ago.

It’s been a while since I have written.

I don’t have words for this anymore. If I did, what would it matter any way?

By |June 25th, 2014|Ramblings|0 Comments

That Imposter

Mind is just a shadow. Attempts to catch it and control it are futile. They are just shadows chasing shadows. You can’t control or eliminate a shadow by chasing it or by putting a shadow hand on it. These are just children’s games.

Ram Tirtha once told a story about a small boy who ran […]

How Lucky We Are

Seek my grace within the Heart. I will drive away your darkness and show you the light.

This is my responsibility.

If you would only fix your gaze upon me, you would know that, established in the Heart, my gaze is ever fixed upon you.

Ramana Maharshi

Why Do I Write These

Once again I find myself thinking about you.

Someone asked me today why I haven’t fucked her yet.  She thought it was because I was seeing one of my female friends who I am not seeing.  I told her I haven’t fucked her because I still love Victoria.  I know this is complete insanity.  I […]

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Still trying to get used to her phone being off.  I have no idea what that means.

What a day.

I miss her.

Feeling estranged today.  Out of sorts.  But I appreciate what I have and will make the best of this.  But fuck Victoria I miss you.

By |June 7th, 2014|Love|0 Comments


I tried to contact you today.

It was really hard for me to do.  I’m not sure you could understand without being in my situation.  Despite the hardness of it, I just want to know how you are doing.  You have been through so much and I want to know how you are doing.  I […]

By |June 3rd, 2014|Love|0 Comments


It was good to spend time at the lake.

I sent her a text message.  But since my phone is at the bottom of the lake (accidentally) and since I have no SIM card and since she was not on iMessage it did not send.

At this point I need to know how you are doing, […]

By |June 2nd, 2014|Love|0 Comments


I miss you extra tonight.

By |May 25th, 2014|Love|0 Comments

Self Study

Question: How is one to study oneself?

Ramana: You can study it only if there are two selves, one which studies and other which is studied. To remain as the Self is to study the Self. If you study the Vedas and the Shastras you may get due respect in the world. Society will then […]

One Thing Left

What is not stable and permanent, let go.
There is only one thing left.
Worlds and gods will disappear, but This will not.
When you are reminded of this keep your eye on it,
not with the intention of having it, but just to BE it!

All the things you want are in the “let go” category:
House, wife, body, […]